21/12/10

23:30 hrs

I cannot help that! 

It matters little or nothing to me, (sender) personally. If we were all to follow tradition like sheep, we would all still be in the field eating grass. What is the ‘problem?’ of/with, God having ‘two hands?’ one ‘closed = Yod = Earth of Air’ and the other ‘Open = Caph/Kaph = Air of Earth’  

Yod, Heh, Vav, Caph is a far more ‘occult instructive’ use of things, than the Yod, Heh, Vav, Heh! (Caph = 500 = Final) Also, ‘Wooden Peg’ is a far more ‘occult instructive’ use of things, than the Nail! The ‘crucial point’ is that, all ‘pegs’ (wooden nails) Penetrate/Enter! Become ‘At-One-With’. An occult student of Ophiel, would/should be able to recognise from his table in his book, The Art & Practice of the Occult and from the ‘endless stream’ of posts/messages in/on this list, that in order to ‘Get’ what you ‘Want?’ you have to, BECOME IT!? BE IT? This is shown on page 44, of the e-book version, The Art & Practice of the Occult by Stephen Walford, in the file section of our group, as, Vam = Water = Taste = Tasting. 

IN ORDER TO ‘TASTE’ SOMETHING/ANYTHING YOU HAVE TO ‘EXPERIENCE IT!?’ ‘BECOME IT?’ ‘BE IT!!!’ But over ‘time’ people/persons have given out so much ‘variations on a theme’ that other ‘ways’ ‘systems’ ‘view-points’ ‘possibilities’ ‘potentialities’ are/have been, ‘lost’ ‘drowned out’ ‘shouted down’ ‘put asunder’ in deference to ‘tradition’ and ‘dogma.’  

THE ‘FUNCTIONALITY’ OF A ‘WOODEN PEG’ OR ‘METAL NAIL’ IS TO ‘ATTACH/JOIN’ TWO-SEPARATE’ THINGS ‘TOGETHER’ (Let no man put asunder what God has ‘joined-together’ this day?) BUT THE ‘ESOTERIC WAY’ THE ‘HIDDEN WAY’ THE ‘OCCULT WAY’ IS THAT YOU ‘BECOME IT?’ YOU ‘TASTE IT?’ YOU ‘EXPERIENCE IT?’ BY/WITH ‘YOU’ PENETRATING/ENTERING INTO!!!! IT!!? (See/Read Ophiel Correspondence Course in Astral Projection, wherein he, (Ophiel) says, ‘to make ‘it’ feel your power!?’ THIS IS ‘DRIVING THE PEG HOME!’ THIS IS ‘HITTING THE NAIL ON THE HEAD!’ YOU ‘ENTER’ YOU ‘PENETRATE’ YOU ‘BECOME!?’ = I-AM!!!! 

Stand where you know you will not be disturbed for the length of time that you are going to be practicing. Half close your eyes if you can, if not, close them all the way. 

Feel your physically physical body about you, and then when you are ready, turn inwards and ‘see/feel’ your Akashic Egg all about you, surrounding you, penetrating you, within you. Study the ‘sensation’ of a/an, ‘OVERALL PERVASIVE FEELING’. 

Next ‘feel’ that this Cosmic Egg is ‘creating/making’ your Sphere about your head, and that this is being ‘done’ with all the ‘Air’ rushing to/towards a ‘single point’ about two centimetres above the crown of your head. Sense/Feel that all the Air ‘FROM!!’ YOUR AKASHIC EGG’ is now rushing to/towards you, to/towards this ‘FIXED POINT’ within the/your Sphere above the ‘crown of your head’ and, whilst this is happening/taking place, sense/feel YOD! FEEL THE ‘CLOSED HAND’ AND SENSE/FEEL IT SQUEEZING!

As the/this Yod = Closed Hand, is ‘Squeezing’ FEEL THE ‘POINT/TIP’ of your Inverted Pyramid, begin to ‘emerge’ ‘develop’ ‘point’ down to/towards your naval/bellybutton, FEEL/SENSE THE ‘PRESSURE!!’ from the Yod = Closed Hand, get ‘greater’ and ‘greater’ and the ‘point/tip’ of your Inverted Pyramid makes its ‘way’ down/through your torso, and that the/this point/tip ‘stops’ about two inches below your naval/bellybutton. SENSE/FEEL THAT THIS INVERTED PYRAMID HAS ‘COME THROUGH’ A/AN ‘OPENING!!’ MADE/CREATED BY/WITH THE ELEMENTAL FORCE, OF THE ELEMENT OF AIR! As you, sense/feel this ‘Opening’ FEEL ‘HEH’ = THE ‘WIND-DOOR’ AND SENSE/FEEL IT ‘EXPANDING’ DOWNWARDS!! 

As the/this Inverted Pyramid = Peg/Nail, Expands ‘downwards’ FEEL IT ‘ENTER’ ‘PENETRATE’ THE ‘BOWL’ FEEL IT, SENSE IT ‘BECOMING’ ‘TAKING-ON’ THE ‘SHAPE’ ‘OUTLINE’ ‘FORM’ OF THE ‘BOWL!!?’ This ‘Bowl’ which is now, ‘about/around/surrounding’ your hips/pelvis/crotch:
FEEL/SENSE THE INVERTED PYRAMID, ‘DISSOLVE’ ‘MELT’ ‘MERGE’ ‘BECOME’ ‘TASTE’ ‘EXPERIENCE’ THE/THIS/YOUR ‘BOWL’ THE ‘PEG’ ‘NAIL’ HAS NOW BECOME ‘AT-ONE-WITH’ IT IS ‘OVER’ IT IS ‘DONE’ IT IS ‘ENDED’ IT IS ‘FINISHED’ ‘INTO THY HAND!!!’

See/Feel the/your ‘Bowl’ SINK INTO THE ‘CUBE’ = Malkuth Earth! NO MORE MOVEMENT, EXPANSION OR CONTRACTION! IT IS ‘DONE!’ Sense/Feel the ‘IMMOBILITY’ the ‘INERTNESS’ of your Object, Circumstance, Thing, It. AND ‘YOU!!!’ DO NOT MOVE!!!!! See/Feel this ‘Cube = Malkuth Earth’ about your middle things/legs/feet. 

When you are ‘ready’ absorb all Five Symbols back into your Outer, outer Physically Physical Body, take no more than, two minutes to do this, when you ‘feel’ your physically physical body about you, open your eyes and then go about your business. 

Get a ‘sponge’ or a ‘rag’ that you can ‘hold/grasp’ in your hand; soak the sponge or rag in water. Hold your right hand above/over your left hand, and say feel, Right hand YOD left hand CAPH; Squeeze your right hand and ‘catch’ the water in the ‘Palm’ of your left hand. Sense/Feel, Yod, Heh, Vav, Caph! Watch/Observe this, until you have a/an ‘understanding’ of what is ‘meant?’ of what it ‘means’. NOT OUTWARDLY! BUT INWARDLY! Between your TWO HANDS, sense/feel the ‘water’ flow between your Inverted Pyramid and the/your Bowl. These Physically Physical ‘actions/doing’ will/shall re-in-force, your ‘Inner World Perceptions’ and/or ‘Senses’ both clairvoyantly and psychically.

Caph/Kaph means the ‘Palm of the Hand’ or ‘The Hollow of the Palm’ in either case ‘esoterically’ it is the ‘RECEPTIVE HAND OF GOD!’ and in this ‘context’ it is ‘FINAL = Malkuth Earth’ (YOD IS THE ACTIVE HAND OF GOD = Elemental Air) These, Cabalistic subtleties, refinements and idiosyncrasies abound in magic/religion and occult, and are usually put down to individuals personal ‘views’ ‘tastes’ ‘abilities’ ‘experiences’. I, me, (sender) do not ‘know’ if you can ‘make?’ the above ‘work for you?’ all I ‘know’ is that they ‘work’ for me (sender) Also, I do not ‘know’ if you like the ‘idea/feeling’ of God having ‘two hands?’ that ‘work together’ in order to ‘create/make?’ I do ‘know’ however, that the, ‘Open hand of God = Caph/Kaph’ the ‘Hollow/Palm of the Hand’ DOES NOT MOVE!? WHEN/IN ORDER TO ‘RECEIVE!?’  

The ‘Open Hand of God = Caph’ (the ‘hollow’ of the ‘palm of the hand’) is the ‘Complimentary Counter-point’ of the ‘Closed Hand of God’ (the ‘squeezing’ ‘griping’ of the ‘hand’ in order to ‘produce’ = Yod) which is ‘now!’ the ‘Open Hand of God = Caph’ however much the ‘wizened masters’ of Caballa would like to ‘put it?’ the ‘proof of the pudding’ is in the eating?’ (Water = Taste = Experience!!? page 44, of the e-book version of Ophiel’s, The Art & Practice of the Occult by Stephen Walford, in the file section of our group)

Now! Let us be ‘CLEAR!’ the Two Wind-doors that you ‘LOOK THROUGH?’ are, Heh = First one = Astral = Emotional/Imagination = Fire = Expansion = Projected Time, and then, Heh = Second one = Malkuth = Physical = Earth = Fixed, Solid, Hard, Cold, End, Over, Finished, Done, Ended, Dead = Now Time = USE! 

BUT! BOTH OF THESE ‘VIEWS’ IS/ARE, INNER PLANE VIEWS!!?! MALKUTH EARTH = SECOND HEH = IS STILL!! AN ‘INNER PLANE’ EVEN THOUGH IT IS THE OTHER HALF/SIDE OF OUTER, OUTER PHYSICALLY PHYSICAL EARTH!!! (See/Read Ophiel’s book, The Art & Practice of Clairvoyance and his chapter: Counterparts and the “Other” World, e-book version by Stephen Walford in the file section of our group.)    

The ‘Hand of Caph’ (The ‘palm/hollow’ of the, ‘Open Hand of God’) is Ophiel’s ‘Sphere of Availability’ see/read Ophiel’s vignette, Acceptance and The Art & Practice of Getting Material Things Through Creative Visualisation, both made available for you in the file section of our group, and think/feel about a/this, ‘Palm/Hollow of the Hand’ and the ‘idea’ of ‘acceptance’ ‘receiving’ ‘taking’ LOOK AT YOUR ‘OWN!’ OUTER, OUTER PHYSICALLY PHYSICAL ‘HAND = PALM/HOLLOW’ AND ‘SEE/SENSE/FEEL!!’ YOUR OBJECT, CIRCUMSTANCE, THING, IT!! IN THE PALM OF YOUR HAND!?! AND REMEMBER! RECALL! THAT THERE IS/ARE, NO! I REPEAT NO!! UP/DOWN, IN/OUT, LARGE/SMALL, IN/ON THE INNER PLANES! 
SO, A ‘VISUALISED’ CAR, HOUSE, JOB, PARTNER, WEALTH ETC, IN THE ‘PALM/HOLLOW’ OF YOUR OUTER, OUTER PHYSICALLY PHYSICAL HAND, MAKES ‘NO DIFFERENCE!!’ TO THE INNER!!?!  

BUT IT ‘DOES!!!’ MAKE A ‘DIFFERENCE???’ TO YOUR SUB-MIND???! AND SO, THEREIN ‘LAYS’ YOUR ‘CONNECTION!!!' 

If you have ‘done’ your ‘work’ with your Cosmic Egg Exercise or with Ophiel’s Ritual you should have ‘no problem’ with this ‘variation’ of ‘In the palm of your hand’ (Caph/ Kaph)

Wishing you all well, as ever, 

sender